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I love city parks. This is in Amsterdam.
My favorites are in London, Munich, Amsterdam and Kyoto. I also love the green spots of Paris and "Villa Borghese" in Rome |
Yesterday I saw that Veronika (go check her blog! It's great!) was involved in a “Pay it Forward” game. It was so nice to read 7 things about her that I let myself go in the comment I wrote to her post (a real flood, and if you’ll read what follows you’ll get what I mean) and I think that’s why in the end she decided to tag me too.
It will be very long, I am sorry, I think I took it as a kind of auto-analysis and I don’t think it’ll be that interesting. But if you decide to stop reading because you’re bored go straight to the end first: you might be in my tags and you’ll “have to” write 7 things about you too ;-)
So here I go!
1. I sleep with a Teddy Bear (well now that I live with Tommy it’s on a side of the bed of course)
It’s the classic brown old teddy bear from Trudy, more or less like this (but mine has no rigid legs, it's all soft, and the red tag is in plastic. It’s also more greyish and consumed, since it’s 26 year old too). Its name is, very originally, Trudy. An aunt of my mother gave it to me as present when I was born. At the age of 2, I started to sleep with it and it has always been with me ever since. Trudy was one of my first words, after “cocco” (in Italian biscuit is “biscotto” and kids often can’t pronounciate it and say “cocco”. I swear it was the first word I’ve ever said) and “mamma”.
It comes with me during travels, trips and when I sleep alone I can’t take the right sleeping position without it. It's a fact now that every important person of my life will have to deal with Trudy one day or another.
2. I think I am a bit narcoleptic. I can sleep everywhere and almost in every position and situation. For a lot of people, sleeping is a waste of time; for me it is a real pleasure. The only times when I am glad to wake up in the morning are/were: as a kid, the morning of Christmas and every time I have to leave for a travel.
If I sleep 3 or 4 hours in the afternoon I can easily go to bed again at 9 or 10 pm and wake up the day after at 12. I can drink many cups of coffee before going to bed without problems to my sleep. Once I was sick, I slept for more than 24 hours in a row. My mother was about to call the hospital. I woke up without a fever, fresh as a rose and hungry as a wolf.
3. I have some strange thing with music and colors. I am very sensitive to them. People around me might think that I am a bit strange at first, but when they start to know me than they realize that it’s just one of those silly fixations that almost everybody has.
I live with music, I am always with my iPod.
I can’t stand trips without music, I might die of boredom. I walk with music, even if I just have to go out to the supermarket. I work and study with my iPod too, helps me concentrate a lot because it replaces the random noise of the world with the pleasant pattern of my favorite music. I have a very good ear. Problem is that when I listen to a sound that I don’t like, for me it’s an unbearable cacophony. I feel the need to run away, really, I can’t bear it. Usually is the effect of what for me is bad music or sounds that touch strange strings inside me. For example, the voice of Mariah Carey is able to make me cry. I really suffer. Also the songs of Maroon 5. Once I went away from a party and got back when the Maroon 5 song was finished. But it’s not only them, it’s a long list.
Same thing with colors. I have a very strong attraction to strong colors, especially to red (many of my favorite painters use colors in a strong way and they use a lot of red. Just a few: Munch, Ernst, Klimt and Kandinsky) but I also like a lot when delicate shades are used in a beautiful way like the Impressionists do. I am a sucker for color combinations. I can admire for hours a good color combination, being it the outfit of a girl in the bus or a painting in a museum. It makes me feel good. But when I see something that in my sight is not well combined together then is the same effect of cacophony that I have for music. I can’t look at it. I also have problems with cold colors combinations in abstract paintings (like green, blue and cold purple. I can feel very bad if they are combined in a certain way)
4. I get bored with my life very easily. I have to do something that represent a challenge for me in order to feel good and motivated and do my best.
I did language-classical studies in high school. I was extremely good in writing in Italian and in languages, especially English and German. Everybody was convinced that I would have gone to Translation College or to Journalism or Literature University after high school. I was convinced too. But then I knew that I would have got bored, because it would have been too “easy” for me, since I was already talented in these fields. So I chose to study Molecular Biotechnology because I sucked in math and science: it was the greatest challenge of my life so far I think. I really had many chances to fail and in the beginning it was very very hard but at the same time it was amazing because I really had to do my best, it was very difficult for me to keep the pace. In the end, when I knew I was going to graduate with the maximum score, I got bored again.
I left my main subject, that I was specializing in during my thesis, and I went to Belgium to pursue a completely different research field. I was so bored with Italy too that I couldn’t stand to live there anymore. Now I am starting to settle here and I feel the boredom coming again. It’s not easy, believe me, it is a torture. Sometimes I think what if I have children? If I have a family I can’t follow this inquietude anymore. It’s sad and painful, I don’t like to be like this.
Sometimes I think that it is because I never did what I wanted from the beginning: Art high school and fashion studies afterwards to become a designer, so after a while I feel like everything is a “replacement to the real thing”. But I try not to think about it, since I am very passionate about my job and in general about everything I do. Also because otherwise it would be even more sad.
5. I love food and I have constant diet problems since I am very little. I am not fat, but “round” and curvy let’s say? A bit overweight. I like to eat, enjoy a dinner and good wine with the people I like. I eat almost anything but I don’t really like sushi, too “fishy” fish, fresh gorgonzola (cooked is OK), lamb meat (I used to love it as a kid) and lately I discovered that I totally hate coriander. I guess there are other (few) things I don’t like but now they don’t come to my mind.
6. I like to travel alone. I went to Japan alone. I would like to do another trip alone soon. It started as a necessity (Tommy doesn’t fly, he’s scared to death. I am scared too but in a different way and I have anxiolytic pills to fly) now it’s a pleasure. I also like to go out alone, observe from the window the people and the places. I love to go to a café and read a book or a magazine, or observe the people that pass by. I also like to go shopping alone. But I don’t like that much to eat lunch or dinner and sleep alone in an empty house. It’s creepy.
When I travel it has to be a window seat, even if it’s half an hour bus ride. Looking outside while listening to music is one of the biggest pleasures for me.
7. When I was little, something like 3 years old, people started to see that I was showing a talent for drawing. I was mainly drawing what I was seeing in animes on TV (Italian TV at that time was FULL of great Japanese anime series). I was also an avid drawer, from the beginning: I was extremely fast and I never used pencil but ink pen or markers instead (I used to love black markers to draw) and I was drawing something like one sheet each 5-10 mins. This led my kindergarten teachers to call my parents (they were worried because the rare times I was playing with the other kids I was immediately bored and went back to draw again) and to give me a weekly sheet-limit.
About 8 years ago I suddenly stopped to draw and paint, I felt frustrated because I didn’t have the techniques and background to express what I had in my head. I started again now, and I am very happy about it. I am doing my best to learn better and to exercise in order to improve.
Here it is... wasn't I talking about boredom? Gosh I am sorry it's really too long! It's just that
I never speak that much about me and when I do it's like a flood.
Zarna. Hope they’ll play the game too ;-)
Now I am off to buy some colors, I made a drawing but I need ink and new markers, I think
I'll post it tomorrow!
A kiss (and thanks for your patience! ahaha)
Al